its normal to feel like that, you just shouldnt punish yourself when you feel that way, you dont know how things are going to go until you get there so dont hurt yourself over the future when you have no way of knowing whats going to happen. dont panic about it, just go and take it all one step at a time because thats all you can do.
I can’t make anyone happy, I fuck everything up.
being ignored is just fantastic.
My anxiety is really bad knowing that I'm starting sixth form next week with no one I know in so nervous and scared I always mess everything up and it's making me so sad I've started harming again I feel so alone In the world lately and I'm just really dreading sixth form I just can't do anything I fee like a baby when I go to talk or do something I just become a wreck!?!?